so AIRJOHN6 told me to post :) hereya go !
BTW, STRANGER DANGER

Dear Tumblr,
I have not been on here for quite a long time now, kakak. Okay so lets see where to start!! Recently, I got into some shit :(!! Complicated. Lets skip. LOL. School!! I am finally catching up with my grades and my homework :(!! I been procrastinating a lot due to some emotional difficulties (if that even works as an excuse). I want to thank my bff Peggy for studying with me for my statistics midterm :) She is the reason why i am still hanging onto that class. I was at a F+ (59.3%) but after getting a 88/100 on the midterm I am managing a C- (73.2%)!! Then just last week on Wednesday, I failed my history quiz!! NO MORE STAYING OUT LATE ON SUNDAY NIGHTS!!! I fell asleep in class on Monday and that lecture was what the Quiz mainly focused on. >____> Speaking of which, I should be sleeping right now…. sigh*
Monday, I had a talk with my sister and I start to realize that I am pretty effing sad…. [image above shows how I feel right now]
K I GOTTA SLEEP BLOG MORE LATER baiii :)

(thanks Lianne)
03.05.11
Dear Tumblr,
I feel like someone just carved my heart out with my arteries still attached and their running with it until it snaps. Ouch.
I am sad.
It hurts…. to think about all the good memories…. knowing that it stops there
— shit cannot write this anymore. continue this later
Dear Tumblr,
Where to start…. Okay lets see! LATELY, I been doing a lot of thinking about someone. mmhmm, for those who I am close too, you guys already know who!!
I feel like I am constantly at war with myself, thinking whether or not I should pursue on what I’m doing….
Today, I got a wake up call (literally). He reminded me to “TRY”. You never know anything unless you try. Yes, you might get heart broken, rejected and hurt. But at the very least you know you did your part. But reminder to self; technology is not reliable. So DON’T get fucked up over a message that didn’t get through (especially texting).
This post is to remind myself to be “naive”, to be “foolish” and “fearless”. Even though things might not work out how I want it to, and I end up being alone at least can say I believe in “love”.
yeah it might not make sense, but fuck you. LOL (:
LOOOOOOL
Dear Tumblr,
Today was a pretty amazing day. I woke up around 6am. But because I was sick I did not get out of my bed until 6:30. After waking up, I went to school from 8am - 8:47pm. Yes that is a whole 12 hour+ at school. Keep in mind that I am sick too!! This morning, I was thinking to myself how in the world am I going to make it through the day. But, I did and that is why today was pretty amazing! On top of that, I had to go through a 3 hour human biology class. Which by the way, I did not fall asleep! Although in the others (animal biology and astronomy), I was feeling the sleep attack! LOL! This is definitely going to be something to remember! Back in high school, If I felt sick, I would just be like screw it. However, its a lot different now. Just felt like blogging about how proud I am of myself, for going to school even though I am sick.<3 okies time to do somee intense studying! Nyquil tonight so i can K THE EFF O <3
Dear Tumblr,
Today was quite mellow(: actually kind of liked it. Did nothing except play on bakery life, LOL. School is about to start soon, so that is going to suck major assholes. I wish my summer was a bit longer. Knowing that school is going to suck the life out of me again, i wish summer was forever long. Anyway, I started Tumblr because I am bored. Let’s see how this plays out ^___^v. In a few more hours, True Blood is going to air! I simply can not wait for that to happen! Okay this is all I am going to type for now. Be back later ….. or never …. HAHAHAH. we shall see! baiii ^___^v